10 years today

10 years ago today I was baptized a member of The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter Day Saints. Now I am not anywhere near where I was then. And thats ok I am working towards being a better person always. And just like everyone else I have things I need to work on. I found the tape of the baptism. And I would listen to it, but I cant find a cassette player LOL go figure huh. I was looking for pictures and I cant find anything that is scanned. If I find them I will edit or repost them.

Jared just got home early so going to go.
later
~nm

Halo...

This song evokes some deep feelings from me. Thats about all I will elaborate on.



Here are the lyrics, I left the chorus out.

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
So pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
The risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Gives you hell...

Good song by the All American Rejects. Not going to post it here, because I am actually going to type something out. Instead of post a pic or vid. Although I might post some pics to go along with this post.

It is so dang cold outside, and Cam is still bugging me to go outside and play with the hose on the trampoline. Now I really want to just let her so she could learn her lesson. But then where would the fun come in that I tell her no and torture her so. It would be to easy to just let her go outside and play in the water. So instead we found out how many stuffed animals she actually has. THIRTY-TWO thats 32. Yup and now that Cam has a full class to teach, she has been doing so. She lines them all up on the couch and proceeds to teach them made up stuff. And some of it doesnt sound to bad.

Thats a pic my dad took in Yellowstone he was up there for a few weeks taking pictures with his bad boy cameras. Jared and I will be going over to sort threw some pictures and then have one printed out and framed to put in our living room. But looking at those pictures makes me realize how much I hate it here and would rather be living somewhere WAY less populated where I could wake up and see that all day long. I am pretty sure I wouldnt get sick of it.
So I have been doing this kiss Jared for 10 seconds a day and while your not in bed. Its supposed to help your relationship heck it was on Oprah so it has to work right??? LOL well its working at first Jared just laughed at me and made a big joke out of it. But he likes it now so there!!! Anyway off to do more laundry. Type something else later.
~nm

OH MY!!!!

So Jared was telling me about a picture he found of our very first date. And how I out fished him. And how "good" we looked then. Well I found the picture, he imposed it on a different background because it was at night or something. Anyway I was blown away. I dont have very many pictures of myself at 19 but DANG!!! I was skinny, (compared to now) anyway here it is......