This and That

Havent blogged for a bit, so I thought I would say a bit.
So lately I have been having nightmares. I dont usually have them. But when I do its extreme. Basically so much so that I cant sleep I have to turn a few lights on, I double and triple and sometimes rediculously check the locks. Its like I am frenzied or something. I havent done the lock thing for a bit. But I did turn the lights on the other night. I told my mom and Jared about the dream. Jared just laughed. And my mom was trying to analyze me like crazy. I dont want to rehash the dream now. But it was gruesome thats all I will say.
I talked to my sister yesterday. I cant tell you how long its been, maybe a few months, but still been over a year since I have seen her in person. Supposedly shes going to a inpatient rehab tomorrow. It was kinda weird first time I have talked to her where she has been "clean" but she was still annoying in a way to me. But I do hope she sticks this out and stays the whole 90 days, she needs it. 90 days is nothing compared to 15 years of addiction. And I guess she has found another man that is "the one" and they are getting married this summer. She wants me to meet him. I am not so sure. Hes on parol.
My brother called me the other day randomly, we had a awesome conversation. Was so fun. We are gonna go plinking soon. Anyway I will type more later. I am tired