I cant wait to go fishing again. Jared and I just need to take the time to go. Cam's not quiet old enough to sit around and fish for as long as we do. She lasts maybe an hour if that. We can go all day of course.

Back in the day I could catch fish with my bare hands... LOL I know big Ol' dorky glasses I get it.

How am I supposed to breath with no air????

My new favorite song by Jordin Sparks featuring Chris Brown its called "No Air" For some reason it got me all emotional. I dont think I have let go for a few months, I think a good cry does good every now and then. I am guessing I need one. Hmmm...

Going to take Cam out to ride her bike. Getting the daily exersize (I know thats spelt wrong but I cant figure it out for the life of me right now) Its warmed up tons since this morning. Moved my computer upstairs in our bedroom the only room with room for a small desk. So I should be blogging more often. Now if I could just get the washer and dryer up here.... hehe.

I am itching for a day outdoors. In the mountains. Picnic or hike or just taking pictures. Going to see if my dad feels like going up to Moon Lake in the Uintahs. I dont know if the road is open or not. But its soooooooooooo pretty up there. And that lake is easy for a big girl like me to hike to without dying. I will post one picture from last year.

This isnt the picture I thought it was but its still the Uintahs about 20 min or less from Moon Lake.

The toilet~

So I fell down the stairs on Monday. And I didnt think it was that bad just my knee that hurt. Well come the next day. It was a huge deal to just go to the bathroom. My legs hurt so bad, and my shoulder too. I found myself holding it till the last minute just so I didnt have to be in pain to go pee!!! LOL Anyway I am better now.

Today is my daddy's birthday hes 54. We went to McGraths, not my favorite resturaunt but has some good stuff. And Cam had fish and shrimp for the first time. I myself dont like shrimp or lobster or crab. But I will eat salmon and halibet. My dad got some popcorn shrimp and Cam ate nearly the whole plate. She thought it was so gooooood and tasty. And the best part was she behaved at the place. And thats always a good thing for her to be good. The only thing is she naturally has a loud voice, so we had to keep telling her to be a little quieter. Then we went to the store and got some stuff. And she biffed it, to go along with the chunk of skin missing from her knee already, do to a trip yesterday. Anyway shes all better now. I am just going to watch Idol tonight and listen to some music, like Damaged by Danity Kane. Love that song.

Itching

Having this horrible urge to go clubbing. I dont go for the "socialness" I like the music loud and the beats, and no one really cares how you dance. And thats good for me since I have NO rhythem. But, I kinda told someone I wouldnt go to the clubs anymore. And so I wont. But that doesnt mean I dont want to. Ha ha. Camryn has succeeded in making the house a mess, and I cleaned it this morning. Shes so good at that. And snacking endlessly. Its really nice outside, other than the inversion. So my sore throat went away finally. Now is the test. I go back to work tonight. If I get another sore throat. I just no its that nasty place of germs and bacteria where I work. Yes I think Steph would agree with me here. Work is filthy. Not just the outside and all the equiptment but the breakrooms and especially the bathrooms as well. My mom bought me a big thing of hand sanitizer for me to use at work. And I will just carry it in my extra pocket. Thanks mom!!! Well hope everyone has a great weekend.

Nothing really

Today is going to be kinda of weird. I dont know I am feeling silly. And I think my cold is coming back. And I think I would just be so miserable is that happened. I am taking some allergy stuff. Just incase there is something in the air driving my sinus's crazy. So I was listening to some music on random. And this song came on. I like it and for some weird reason made me think of Steph. LOL no particular reason. Mostly that I am not sure she would even like that song. Anyhow here it is.

Deep thought.

So the other day Jared and I and Cam where on a drive. We stopped by the in-laws so Camryn could play with Jax and Gracie. And while they where playing, we (Jared and his dad and me) got into a discussion about the after life. Jared is naturally a very negative person, and it affects his eternal perspective. But it got me thinking, we have many purposes here on earth, but mostly to follow Christ and to progress. And I dont think we will stop moving forward. Even after we move on to the next step. We will always be learning and trying to better ourselves. I am kind of not doing anything now to move forward, and so I am going to change that. I miss feeling the Spirit all the time, and I miss teaching. As weird as it sounds of all the callings I have had, being a RS teacher by far was my favorite and most challanging, I learned and progressed as a person when in that calling. I am trying to find the scriptures in mp3 so I can listen to them on down time at work and such. And read when I am at home. Anyway just thought I would type a little about that.

The rest of the week hasnt been that good, only because I am having chemical imbalance or hormonal issues. But it is over now, and I should be returning to my normal self here for the next 3 weeks LOL.

Stole this from Stephanie

Who I think is almost the only person who reads my blog..ha ha

What's Your True Color?

My Result: Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

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